A Jonas Sister Abuse Story [18]

Added: Nov 2, 2009

From: jonasistheway

Duration: 0:5

I am super super sorry for the severe lateness of this chapter. legit. but thanks for sticking with me guys :)-----Olivia's POV"He died"What words could tumble out of my mouth to make that untrue? A simple denial perhaps? Begging for them to be mistaken? Maybe if i close my eyes and just wish that those two words were nothing more than a trick my mind was playing on me. After all, Joe couldn't really be.......dead, r-right?"You're lying" I said sternly.A single tear slid down Kevin's face. "It's true"No. No its not. I misheard......both times. That's possible isn't it? I was suddenly taken over by a massive pain in my chest. I struggled with it, trying to mentally push it aside. I thought at first it was a side-effect of a medication they had me on, a complication from the coma i just arosed out of. But then i realized it was loss.Joe was really gone, and i could feel it. He was explaining his absence through my heart, tearing it apart with every breath i took. I remembered back to that day three years ago. When i was in his arms, cradled against his chest. "Don't leave me" he whispered. 'No Joe' i thought 'Don't leave ME'Was it so uncomprehendabley crazy that i loved him so much? After years and years of tormenting, beating and raping me? I guess being one out of three of the family i had left, he automatically had me wrapped around his finger. And somehow i was perfectly content with clinging to it for dear life.A life my older brother no longer got to live."Why?" I choked out, completely unaware that i was crying.Nick reached for my hand, but i couldn't feel his skin intertwining with mine. I was numb and 1/3 empty. "He was so upset at the thought that you wouldn't make it" Kevin started quietly "The very idea of never seeing you again, never being able to apologize for all the things he's done that have been eating him alive inside....he ran off. I could see it in his eyes when he darted out of the hospital waiting room. I could tell that he was crushed, genuinly broken. But i had no idea i'd never see him again"I caught sight of a tear that he was trying so hard to hide. There were so many things that we all failed at. Which made me think, if i hadn't put that blade to my wrist, Joe would still be breathing the air God put him on Eath to inhale. "The paramedics told us he couldn't see where he was going because he was crying so hard. And at that moment, even after they assured me that the car accident killed him instantly and that it was painless, i realized that my little brother died....when he was already hurting" I couldn't take it any more. I brought my hands to my face and broke down. I felt like i was in that car beside him, dying right there with him. I went to wipe my tears and realized i only had one hand. My other was still in Nick's firm grasp, safe and warm, trying to prove that affection really did exist. I slowly lifted my head to meet Nick's eyes. They weren't cold like i've always known them to be. His deep brown eyes were like a movie screen, playing reruns of my life. We shared the images of the pain we encountered in the past. I saw through his vision me beaten and crumpled on the floor. I saw the regret like a window that made my broken body blurry. I saw myself begging him to stop, because if he continued i probably would end up dead.He dropped his eyes, knowing what i was seeing. A single question burned in my throat. Do you love me?'You have a heart of stone''Yes, if stone can shiver and bleed'----I hope it was worth the wait. comment!20 til next one!

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